#000
Ah’d been puttin aff journalin for 17 days since I got back fae Kosovo, cause I couldnae mind ony mair everythin that happened durin the 2 weeks I spent there. Then last nicht Ah ken it’s been a hale month[1] since ma last entry, and I couldnae sleep for thinkin aboot how tae fill that gap.
Efter a bit, I thocht it’s mibbe best jist tae stairt fresh. But this time roond Ah’m gonnae try bein a bit mair flexible and let masel skip a day or twa noo and then. I can aye scrieve a wee catch-up entry later on. That’s definitely healthier, but Ah’m no shuir if ma autistic rigidity’s gonnae let me get awa wi it.
Anywey, it feels guid tae be back tae journaling, especially noo that I’m no goin tae therapy ony mair. I’m needing tae find a new therapist ASAP.
Ah actually tried workin oot how mony days had passed since ma last entry and somehow kept gettin 25. Whether fuckin dyscalculia’s tae blame or no, I endit up uisin a website tae dae it and it says 31. ↩︎